well i c some 600+ page views for myself( and it makes me happy) and for long i have been lazy or busy to write n update my journals.. M so very sorry for all those msg.s that i have not replied. I must tell this that i have been wanting to reciprocate to all those wonder full works that i c from Niwaj,Zandraka, Simoneendli( the macro star), Sa- cool ( is so cool), Pmk, sanpaiya, Elken, killbot beauty, Gilad ( the god), teenage politics, p11k and all of u.. but some how life has been turin tides for me.. and hence kinda unable to respond.. But i wish to c more to feel good about your way of writing n clicking n art...

I have been kinda confused for i don remember the last time i got infatuated and that now i have been talking more to myself than to others on that..( as i feel infatuated). I thought i was focused in what i was doing but life has its own ways to take me through things .. but i am trying keep away n concentrate on my xms that i gotta give on my final sem of post grad.

I wish i could stop feelin this and tell it out to that person ( which is not going to work for me, i guess) . i don want to fall for now till my xms are through.. rather i aint ready for the other side of the decision.. (booooo boooo.... sob sob) Help!! Help!!